Whoooopsi Daisies…

 

 

We all have our days.

As easy and fabulous as my life may seem I definitely get down on myself—actually a lot more than you would think— Sometimes I just want to disappear.

My good friend asked me yesterday what I wanted for my birthday coming up… My answer ‘A one way ticket to whatever cave Osama Bin Laden was hiding in with no means of communication to the outside world… Just me… Maybe a notepad and pen or sketchbook and charcoal pencil and a rape whistle…’ Sound like a good birthday gift???

I sometimes just need a vacation from my vacation of a life and I think a lot of that has to do with dealing with the years I have lived in the adult industry and finally trying to find out where I am going with my life and how I will get there… It really gets me down. I get stupid sometimes and I blow opportunities that may be good ones because I just feel like a giant turd and I feel stupid and ugly and fat and boring and I just want to have my own little pity party, invite only… Party of one… I suuuuuure wish I had a drug habit sometimes that could give me an escape but I know that getting thru the transition on my own will be what lands be on top in the end… xoxo

Note to Employers…

When hiring a new employee… Its a good idea to hire someone who 1. Needs a job and 2. Has time to waste on projects that fall thru. Oooops I did it again. Bad idea to hire someone who doesn’t need to have a job… Time to hit the books for me!!

Bubble Bath Bubble Bath oh how I enjoy you…

So when I was in college… I was being very lazy after one of my classes and I was watching some useless yet entertaining daytime talk show to take my mind off of my classes… Dr. Phil or Oprah or one of those know it all self help bastards made a comment that kind of stuck with me… ‘People who take scolding hot showers or baths are not very in touch with their bodies…’ I say fuck you Dr.!!! I love my hot baths, I love them 2-3-even 4 times daily and I like to even touch my body in my ridiculously hot baths… Dare you to try and jump in with me and burn your nuts off hahah… Here are some pics from some of my wonderful baths… Then I am actually off to take one and I will start with some fun blogs tomorrow. I am counting on my twitter followers to check out this new site and tell me what they want to hear from me 😉

 

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Phone interviews last night…

Hey guys, I did a couple more ‘Phoners’ last night, you may wanna check out…

One was for Raw Dog Comedy…. You can find it on www.rawdogcomedy.com it was a fun interview… Real nice guy, I like to laugh and like a lot of comedy so we seemed to mesh well and make a good bit of conversation for you guys. Check check it out yo.

The other interview was for CFOX-FM out of Vancouver Canada. I was on the Todd Hancock Show. You can prob find the interview on his website. He seemed more interested in the Adult industry work— How I got started/why i left etc… Two TOTALLY different types of interviews so check them both out and let me know what you think.

The CFOX interview and talking about my run in Adult…

It really isn’t something that makes me uncomfortable talking about at all. I think that sometimes people are a little disappointed if Im not like “I miss it, I loved sucking dick on cam, I loved it all and I wanna go back’ But I am more just ready to move on to whats next in my life. I have no regrets. I did have a lot of fun and met a lot of cool people I am so happy to still have in my life but that chapter of my life is closed and I won’t be making a return. Nude photos?? Hell ya. I have no problem showing off my body and I will do more mag shoots and let you know when and what they are… Hell, you can probably even catch me in the street flashing a titty lol— but porno?? No. No.